It's that time again!!

Yep, scan and results time AGAIN! I've gotta go here in about an hour to start getting prepped for my scans. The scans wouldn't be so dang bad if I didn't have to drink that NASTY barium. Man, that stuff is gross! So I got scans today and results will be Thursday. I see the doctor at 9am on Thursday. I'm always nervouse as heck when it's results time, but this time I'm really scared! I'm so scared to get bad news. I'm scared they are going to say the meds aren't working anymore and the tumors are growing again. My worst fear!! I try my best to stay positive, but sometimes it's really hard. Mom, Jamie and Brayden are with me this trip. David stayed back to work. He came with me the last trip. Jamie and Brayden are having fun swimming right now while me and mom rest before heading up to the hospital. I'm super excited about tomorrow. We got tickets to the Barnum and Bailey Circus that is at Reliant Stadium. Being from such a small town all we've ever been to are the little rinky dinky ones. I'm so excited to be able to take Brayden. If you go an 1.5 before show time you can go back and see all the animals. So of course were going!! I just hope Brayden does okay with the animals. Ever since his dog attack he's been really stand offish around any animals. So we all really excited about tomorrow. I'm hoping it will help put my mind at ease for a little while. As soon as I get results Thursday I will for sure let everyone know.